Sometimes my thought process actually comes out sounding quite interesting. So, as opposed to the non-description I gave before...here's the thought behind this poem that people've been tryin to figure out.

It's just about wanting some alone time. Wanting to separate yourself from everything that goes on day to day that just adds to the intensity of every emotion you're feeling. The first stanza, about darkness...refers to me stepping into my pitch black bedroom and found comfort in not being able to look at myself in the mirror and have another go around at how much I hate how I look. Or to see in my room all the reminders of life. The stanza about the smallness of my car... okay well I have a tiny car...seriously, but I don't get privacy almost anywhere else. I don't get it at home, I don't get it being outside walking around.... I get privacy when I get behind the wheel and drive... in my own lil bubble (and yes, that's pretty much what my car looks like). My favorite stanza, as well as some others...focused on the tears. I tried so hard for most of my teen years to not cry over things...it just didn't help. And now, I find that crying is about the only thing I can do...it's just the last release of emotion that I have at the end of the day sometimes.

So there... a slightly more explained look at this piece....thanks everyone who read it and liked it and commented much appreciated.