Stupid Me

Stupid me!
There I go...
creating another lie and another black hole.
What have I done
that I would pretend
to let this happen
and let me play the victim?
Now that I know just what I have done
I don't want to tell a soul
and let the sympathy in.
For I don't deserve the tears
or the attention.
All I've done
I've done to hurt myself
So what have I done
and what can I do?
I've damaged something
that could have been true.
And now I lie in this mess I've made.
Seems fitting that blood
would be the liquid to stain
…stupid me.